There have been many things to inspire me in the past years. Some
were brilliant; others dreadful and some others upset me a great deal.
Travelling was the only thing that kept me sane and happy during those
moments, and my travel to Nice in the south of France was no exception.
After
finishing university, I found myself with so many doubts regarding my
future job among other concerns. Life was unclear and not incredibly
reassuring. Recession was close and it promised nothing good. I didn't
have many work-experiences on my CV and I knew that I had to finally
grow up, leaving the university girl behind and embracing the career
woman hidden under my wild, ginger hair.
After my final year at
university, my friends were leaving to go home and I found myself alone
for some quality 'me' time. It was hard, too hard to bear. I don't like
spending much time on my own - instead I prefer disorder and sometimes
even chaos.
I was tired from university,Want to learn how to make fabric flowers
or looking for some crafty inspiration? felt nervous about life and
needed a break - but I wasn't the soul-searching holiday kind of girl.
Some of my friends had been tempted by trips in the past, but I wasn't
interested in getting far away and I couldn't afford Africa, India or
any of the many fancy exotic locations around the world. I also didn't
want to travel on my own. I was a bit scared, of course. I have never
gone on holiday in complete solitude - I was used to having my many
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At
the same time I felt I needed to do it. I needed to go somewhere on my
own, without anyone else to rely on but my own map, heart and probable
insanity.
I wanted a life-changing travel adventure, an
absorbing experience. The idea of going to France wasn't completely
alien to me. I spoke French, it was in Europe and I had some friends
nearby I could have relied on; just in case something bad happened.
Thanks
to my graduation present, I was able to afford a place in Nice and to
finance a two-week French course. I don't know what I was looking for -
just answers, I guess. I desperately wanted someone to tell me what to
do and I really hoped that 'that someone' had a French accent and lived
on fromage and wine all year long.
Nice was beautiful, of
course. I will never forget its intense lavender smells and the inviting
colours and aromas of the local market. I won't forget the flowers and
the spirit of the south of France. The halls of my French residence
weren't the cleanest in the world but were the ones where I had my first
sleep as an independent woman finding herself. Or, maybe, as a broke,
young girl looking for independence.
I didn't find myself in
Nice though - I am not even sure if I have found myself just yet. What I
found in Nice was love,Find a wide range of stainless steel necklace
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surroundings, love for a Spanish guy who played the guitar and had nice
hair, love for my new friends, who, just like me, were looking for
answers, and love for their dreams, love for my dreams, and just love,
the way young do and then forget.
What I also found in Nice were
friends from France, Spain and Italy. People that I grew extremely
close to, who are still my friends after so many years.
In a
way, my doubts were all answered by my new friends. In their faces I
tried to recognise mine, their doubts reflected mine and so did their
expectations.
Living in Nice for those weeks inspired me to
marry life in its fullness. It certainly gave me the idea of becoming a
writer who is eco-friendly and who supports local communities and
organic companies. Those lavender fields played a great part in shaping
my future.
My life was better in a sense that I knew there was
nothing I couldn't do in life, that I could have become a writer the
same way I had moved to Nice for two weeks losing myself in French
lessons and too many wine glasses. Since Nice I have been always looking
for inspiration in my life, in my work and in the people I love.Check
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sighing every time I hear someone talking about it or when a friend asks
for advices for his next Nice trip.
Sometimes when I'm having a
bad day I still pretend I am there. If it's sunny outside, with a rosé
in my hand and the online French radio, I can almost believe that I am
standing in the middle of Promenade des Anglais and not in my own garden
in Cardiff.
Nice's beauties made me realise that I didn't need
to find myself but that I just needed to keep on looking for people like
me, people who loved to get lost in the world,more popular custom bobbleheads
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helped me get closer to the person I really wanted to be; to the person I
get closer to a little bit more each day.
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